''There will always be fear.''---- Boogie Man in Rise of The Guardians
In the world we living, we tend to feel worry and fear for our living and the people around us. We might think that we will be died around the age of 80, or the moment we step out from our home. Is that mean our life is safe when we stay in a house full of locks? Or it is safe when our money is pretty enough for our living?
I come from a family background where it's always has rules and elders' tradition. And I am the firstborn that like to act different in the family. Since I'm a child, I'm the only one in the family who love to celebrate Christmas so much no matter how many times I being laughed by people around. I love to make my own little Christmas tree and other colorful decoration to make my room looks pretty. Besides, I always love to play my mum's 80's music discs, and just pull my siblings and cousins to join me for disco dancing in living room. Still remember how much I enjoy to do these before, no matter how many hours and days it takes.
As I move to high school and university, things started to change. I'm so scared of people watching me until I closed myself in room for dancing. As I moved on in life, advices, arguments and gossips went towards me, since then, I lost and I didn't have the courage to do what I loved to do anymore.
Out of my plan I came to KK, I found the truth of my life back, that burns my passion of dance again. It is the faith that I'm now able to fight for even being called by people to stop again. Because of Love, I'm now enjoy every moments of my life; because of Love, I dare to believe in myself; because of Love, I choose to love the people who hates me, even they are my family; and because of Love, my family starts to support me again.
There will always be fear. But there will always be a choice for us, if we believe it :)
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